And I Learned A lot.. Adios “45”

Well another year around the sun. I’ll keep this pretty simple. I read my last years “manifesto” and I’ll say that my 44th year I overcame a lot and did a lot of firsts.

This year was a year of learning. I still had great moments. I can say now I could be a tour guide for Nashville, Tennessee. I have gone 4 times and each time I learned something. I got to go to the beach a lot, and perhaps stayed in the most beautiful place ever. I also stayed in the most janky place and made just as good of memories. I got to see some great concerts. George Strait.. that was wonderful. I lost some major people in my life. My aunt passed away as well as my uncle. Losing my aunt was very hard for me. I still wish I could call her and tell her funny moments. I lost some others in my life by choice and some not by choice. I’ve learned you can be your best you and love them like nobody’s business and they still may walk away. Trust me. This is one I may never truly understand but it’s ok.. I’m gonna still be me. I say when you loose someone God puts three more in that place. In business and in life. I moved salons. Hardest move to date. Best move for me even walking in what life threw at me. I cried my way through August and realized I’ve raised two girls who are way tougher then me. Oh yeah and I’ve gotten a dog. She has turned our world upside down. We’ve gone to the vet more times then I’d like to admit but she has made us complete. 46.. I got you. You have brought a few more aches and pains but you are following one of my most memorable years I have had. Learned a lot and still learning but today was great. God sure is better to me then I deserve. Thank you for all my wishes, text, messages and calls. You made 46 easy. If you are still in my crazy world thank you for loving me without judgment and for choosing to be beside me. I am better because of my tribe.

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